Another go at IVF.....

I am currently in my 2ww and am going CRAZY!!!!

I am 7dp 3dt. We transfered 2 8 cell embies and I am so excited. I took a test this morning because I couldn't wait any longer and.....There was a line!!! It came up positive and R and I couldn't believe it. It was so faint both of us were unsure if it was actually there. About 30 min after the line was gone...So now we aren't sure if it was there or if it was just the test....

I guess we will have to wait for a couple more days and test again!!

Brighter and better....

I have come here a few times since my last post and started to write but then never posted anything so I figured it was time.

My heart is still broken but on its way to mending...
I finally got some closure from M...A nasty email that hurt so much I wasn't sure if I was going to make it through all of this, but I have and am starting to feel better each day. I still have some bad days but I think thats normal and sooner or later there will be fewer.

I have packed up his room which was very difficult for me but I knew it needed to be done. I still go in there from time to time on days that are really bad and I feel like I need to be with him...But I do try to stay out of there since it is a very painful place for me.

We have started talking about other options to staring a family....IVF again or egg donor and maybe one day adoption again.
I'm not 100% sure which way we will go but I do know that we are working through this together and no matter what we have each other.

Things are looking brighter and better every day...