When a pain happens to us that is so unbearable and we dont know how to move on and we look to the people that are closest to us for support.
I can't imagine going through this without R and without our family and close friends and I thank them for every supportive word or hug or just sitting there quietly while I cry!
M has changed her mind...and how can I blame her. He is so amazing, beautiful, absolutely a dream come true.
Holding him, feeding him, sleeping with him and looking into his beautiful eyes and being called "mom" I cant even explain the joy I felt.
I dont know how to look at R now and not think about how I am the reason he has felt so much pain today. To know that he loved him with everything he had and he will never be the same after this...We will never be then same.
If my fertility was never and issue we would never have knows all this pain, but then we would never have known him...Our son for a very short but wonderful period of time...
Time is the only thing we have right now and I know with each others love and support we will make it though this...Together!!!
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